Finding the Motivation to do Things

I have a problem keeping up with this stuff. My site was down for the better part of a month over an issue that ended up being super easy to fix. I don’t know what’s going on. I do the therapy and everything, but I don’t know how much it’s actually helping with my productivity. Maybe that’s part of my problem. Maybe I’m too obsessed with productivity. I guess I have to be, to a certain degree. I work a full-time job besides all this stuff. If I don’t fight for the time to make things, I’ll never do it. But I feel like that pressure is part of the reason I dread the times when I have to push. I like to make games. I like to make things. This is what I want to do. Why is it so hard to just do it?

That’s probably a little personal, but as I’m just restarting this thing, I’m not going to put any expectations on it. I’m just going to write what feels natural and just call it that. It’s not likely too many will be reading in any case. If you are, I apologize. I don’t have the answer. I’ve dedicated a huge chunk of my life to finding the person that does. If you know them, can you get me their e-mail? I have questions.

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